HAPPY 8 HOURS
I recently talked with @heynakul on X and asked him about the details of cohort 3 and he was extremely helpful and answered my questions.
After that my mind came up with a new plan for achieving my goals. After giving my exam in upcoming march i will be able to focus on web development and my prep for SSC CGL.
Nakul told me he spends 4-5 hours each day for learning and building using cohort 3. If i spend the same hours each day and 2 hours for SSC CGL prep then i can prep for both of them in my masters.
It would be the hardest thing that i have ever done in my entire life but if i am able to do it then i would be a better and stronger person.
So my plan is simple After march i will start learning web development and would give it my full focus till May 2025 (that's when i will graduate from my B.Sc. )
After graduation and enrolling in M.A. ENGLISH in DU I will spend in total of 6 hours
-> 4 hrs on learning web development
-> 2 hrs on learning fundamentals for SSC CGL from books not from youtube influencers who pretends to be teachers and just keep making Storytime or motivational videos.
I will increase my study time from 6 to 8 hrs by practice and eliminating things that doesn't better me .
An interesting thing about me preparing for SSC CGL exam is that i don't even want to do that job for more 1 year. My main motive for preparing is to conquer my fear of math and competitive exams.
I was always scared of competitive exam and math and ran away from it whenever i can but I listened to DAVID GOGGINS'S AUDIOBOOK "CAN'T HURT ME" and he said i have to master my weaknesses in order to live a fulfilled life, i don't wanna run away from my demons my entire life i have to confront them and conquer them cause no matter how fast you run , you can never outrun your demons.
I am at peace with myself in compare to what i was yesterday , Now i know that if i spend 8 hours on studying (4 hours for web development and 4 hours for SSC CGL) then i will be able to face my demons and will overcome the fears i have since childhood.
I really liked this quote from DAVID GOGGINS that "WHAT IF ?"
what if , i am able to become a great web developer and clear ssc cgl after my masters ?
- what kind of person will i become ?
- how much respect would i gain for myself ?
- what would be the level of my discipline and mental strength?
all these things light me up to conquer my demons even more. Thanks to @heynakul (Nakul) for answering my questions now i have no excuse left.