NEW REVELATION
I haven't wrote blogs since 11 dec cause , i had an exam on 13 and a today a second thought came in my mind that its okay if i don't write the blog today cause i have the excuse of preparing for exam even though i have watched 3 episodes of lucifer and watched a few youtube videos but whenever the thought of blogging came my mind came with the excuse in the blog which says that i can take a rest day.
But forget about this stuff , i got exciting news i think i have finally found my way in life at least the next footsteps. My friend came over to stay for a few days till the exam of 11 and 13.
We were talking like we always do and suddenly i said to him you know what i am not going to listen to the audiobook of david goggins and i will just prepare for my next day exam, it was eureka ! moment for me cause suddenly i didn't need to consume self help , follow on others footstep and i don't need to look up to someone.
I don't need to follow some bullshit guide of how to achieve your dream before 30 and then build life over it ,how to become like elon musk ,steve etc.
I can just truly become myself , a kid who came from a small town named ,Hapur in up went to study in delhi and just build his own life on his dream.
I am 19 and i will build my life myself like goggins did, elon did ,joe rogan did cause they were not listening to a fucking podcast , audiobook for motivation and they definitely weren't looking up to anyone or showing off to people they just did it.
Fascinating thing is they were all struggling at the same time and now they all are in their late 40s ,early 50s and they all have their own story to tell different from each others with just a few overlap of sports, news moments.
But each of their life is different and amazing thing is nobody is special or above anybody they can even be compared to each other. Its phenomenal
I want to build my life just like this , where i have my stories and how i build by dream life with my own hands and be proud of it.
So, the basic takeaway for you is , I am not ashamed of shit like i come from a small town , i was born in a middle class family , I was born as a SC category person , I didn't clear the jee exam , i didn't came in the top rankers of my school (i got 89% in 10th and 81% in 12th ) but i don't care about all this cause i am fucking me there are elements i couldn't control like my birth , country , category , family etc.
But i love animation , cartoons , building ideas, Planning and executing to achieve my goals and those things made me who i am . I have been watching tv since i was a little kid in a village and from there i went to watching movies to animation to marvel to anime and i loved that journey.
I am good relaxed i have bad habits , distractions but i know them and i will deal with them better than listening to some other person or reading some book which doesn't know my situation at all.
So at last , i am happy exciting to prepare for my upcoming exam on 19th DEC (maths exam) and see how will i perform.
LET'S GO !!!!!
DM ME ON X TO GIVE A SUGGESTION ON MY BLOG TO CHAT ABOUT ANIME , MOVIE OR TV SHOWS (@vishal25014)